Wednesday, December 28, 2011

勇气这回事


天啊.。.能不能再给我自己多点的勇气
好久了
我还是提不起那份勇气出来
本来储存满额的
但是就因为那一份笑容
那快乐的笑声
那一份欢愉的气氛
我把所有的勇气吞了回去
告诉自己
"别破坏了 下次吧"
就这么拖了几个月
我就这么苦恼和无奈了几个月

我就是那么不喜欢郁闷和不开心的气氛
我就是那么害怕破坏原有的美好
我就使那么不希望这么一说就什么都没了
但是我一直知道不说
最后那个受伤的人就是我

我需要更多开口的勇气
我真的很需要 再自己加强
心软这回事已经从我身上突显了很多的伤疤
心软这回事已经告诉过我很多次你自己受伤了
可是已经是改不了的习惯
这个"坏"习惯我一定要暂时停着

那一刻 我真的很想开口
不希望我这个多余的一分子再次打扰
我要 我想 我不得不回去做会我自己的一分子
而不是多出来的那一份

深吸一口气 前进...

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Damn~~i was so so bored in my room last nite!!








Damned, i was hav to be busy last nite,
but BORED+LAZY these 2 little snackers came along n knock me in the head...
i was being defeated!!
but lucky i use this 2 suckers to improving my photo capturing skills~
muahahahaha!!! dun try to stop me for creating nice visual~~XD
wooohooo, was kinda impress for myself after the shot~
(heart gigiling now....XD)

Life sometimes just looks extremly perfect in black n white :)
just the different looks n beauty in it^^

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Dream.


We just like a dream.
A really sweet sweet dream.

Its almost midnight, its actually the time for us to off to bed.
We met, its like a dream.

We speak, like we never speak before.
We chat, like we always love n agree with many similiar stuff.
We watch movies, we keep on sharing the favorite moment of the scene.
We listen to songs, isntantly fell into the smoothness of the music.
We sign, we feel sad about what happens in our life.
We laugh, like a child was being tickled by foolishness.
We hug, like thats the only way that we can feel that the whole happening was real.
We kiss, it just the way we express our feelings.
We hold hands, we hold tight to hold on the moment.

We are like the vampires, we love those nites, and we cherish the nite we met.
The conversation like everlasting, we have fun and we were being release from the stress of our hardworking life.

Seems pretty nice to us. And we enjoy the silents of our time.

But every good things will always comes to an end.

We heard clock rings, we hear morning birds chipping, we see sunrise.
The morning has arrived.

Working man wakes up,
Morning birds flying n playing around under the warm sun,
Even Cinderella have to leave her beautiful glasses shoes to leave in the right time.
Its the call of the waking, from our nice nice dream.

Its time for us to awake from the dream,
back to the reality of life,
to the real life that we`ve been kind of tired of,
to the hardworking days of works and goal of life,
Its time for us to say good morning, n good nite.

Quote says tat the precious n nicest moment in life
is that theres a person says "Good morning" to you.
yes, good morning to you dear.

We hug goodbye, you kiss the front of my hand like a madmoaselle.
We wave n seperated before the sun comes.
Dream ends.
Back to my life, back to your reality.

The truth of the reality shows the truth of our relationship,
We could'nt be like our dream,
Cause the dream always shows the oppisite side of life.
Yes, its true.

So please, dont slap me awake from my dream
Thats a dream i have ever experience before
A dream that i have been loving for.
Althought the truth of the dream was cruel and doubt
Im still have the tough to go for a bet...
So, please, please, please let me get what i want this time...